Everything feels like a dream
And I’m walking two steps ahead
Leaving myself behind
Everything feels surreal
Is the Sun even real
I’m two steps behind of myself
Watching myself walk into a sunset
That doesn’t exist
Each step is like I’m in a deep
afloat
Above a cement sky
Under a green sea
with water monsters
Screaming
I know I know I know
More than this little brain can sow
The day I woke from this deep sleep
Holding your hand
Buried under the stink of my rage
And the stench of your breath
Crushing me
Simultaneously
Ahh the painful shaping of us;
Us the diamonds and the diamonds to be;
We who must brighten the obvious,
My senses get hammered
I get shaped and reshaped
That I might reflect more light