I’m a little sad and in a lot of pain
I’m a lot sad and in a little pain
I lost my way that week that day
I slid way back back
Down down to the depths of where I feel safe
and
nauseous
Like the sea bed that cradles you when
You’re
dead
It’s slimy and sickly
It throbs and flounders
It vomits you out like a sea weed
A
Micro
Seedling
That shall be born again and rise
Reborn anew
Sneezing
Indian Summer Goth is so beautiful sitting at her Roland Keyboard
Her spirit will roll around and comfort my mind
in many days ahead.
I was abandoned ,like an empty straw man,
standing in the still night air,
Looking at the lights of a distant city'
wondering I could find some kind of Love there.
Abandoned and confined to a useless place on the
West Texas dusty ground.
It was not good for me to just stand there;
even worse to have an iPhone
I used it because I could not sleep;
then it rang and I could not sleep
Boom went many years of Hot Texas sun
before I realizedI I should have attached with
an empty woman instead of high tech'
an empty woman who could become one with me
and sigh rather than ring in the cold nights
the two of us would have been
a better prize
and a merry Christmas